Friday, April 3, 2009

Nagsusumixteen Series: Self-Talk


Today, you were actually given that rare chance to smile at him yet you chose to be a wimp.

He was standing right in front of you. It will only take you a little head-lift and a little eye contact and it could have been the greatest moment of your entire... ahmmm... week! He ain't gonna notice that it was even intentional. And since you've been sitting almost next to each other for more than three months in class, it is natural for you to exchange curtsy. He will not take it against you, i hope, and whether he smiles back at you or not is entirely a different story.

And yet, you just let the moment pass. Your head was bowed down, your eyes were pointing nowhere, and your smile was hidden somewhere in the back of your head chasing his presence inch after inch while you walk away from him. You blew your chance, for the nth time, and no one knows if you will still be given another chance. The semester is a month away from its passing and his time here in Thailand is almost over, and you blew another chance of a probable friendship, or whatever.

You are such a wimp! Like, totally!

3 comments:

  1. nakakatuwa naman sha. parang highskul days! kakakilig ang lola mo! you should have one talk before the semestral break. :-) parang may naalala tuloy ako ;-)

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  2. parang naaalala ko rin yang naaalala mo!!! ahahahahahahaha!!!

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  3. hehehe. ano ba yan Xiaui dear? hayskul na hayskul ah. hehe. nasaan na ang ka-tsokaran ni Larissa? ano nga ba penname mo nun? hehehe Kilos gurl! Sayang ang oras. Ngiti lang ng ngiti. hehehe

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