It's a terrible feeling, but that is exactly what I am feeling right now. (insert: people whispering, "Ano ba 'yan, angas na naman isusulat niya!!!")
Simula na ng Self-Talk ko:
Ganito lang 'yan e: either you are a total loser or probably you just like being different. Something like, deadma ka sa presence ng iba kaya feel mo outcast ka, or you like hanging out with people like you, na mahilig ding magkulong sa sarili niyang mundo.
Or, loser ka lang talaga! More like a clanging cymbal! (try mo mag-love, baka 'yun lang 'yun!)
Kung anuman 'yan, deadmahin ang feeling na 'yan dahil hindi 'yan healthy. Kung deadma sila, e di deadma ka rin, hello! Sila lang ba tao sa mundo? And for the longest time na nabuhay ka sa mundo and you didn't feel that miserable naman, walang sense to make angas about this. You can't please everybody, at siguro nga'y huli nang itanim ang konsepto ng "community" sa utak ng mga tao, even if they profess it. Laos na daw kasi ang "Bayanihan" dahil ang mga bayani, namamatay! Hay naku! Ewan!
End ng Self-Talk ko.
Hindi ko maintindihan ang sinulat ko. Sabi ko na e, 'pag angas talaga, walang kinapupuntahan.
Back to work! Chow!
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