I prefer boys than men... nyahahahaha!

Once an outcast, always an outcast

It's a terrible feeling, but that is exactly what I am feeling right now. (insert: people whispering, "Ano ba 'yan, angas na naman isusulat niya!!!")

Simula na ng Self-Talk ko:

Ganito lang 'yan e:  either you are a total loser or probably you just like being different. Something like, deadma ka sa presence ng iba kaya feel mo outcast ka, or you like hanging out with people like you, na mahilig ding magkulong sa sarili niyang mundo.

Or, loser ka lang talaga! More like a clanging cymbal! (try mo mag-love, baka 'yun lang 'yun!)

Kung anuman 'yan, deadmahin ang feeling na 'yan dahil hindi 'yan healthy. Kung deadma sila, e di deadma ka rin, hello! Sila lang ba tao sa mundo? And for the longest time na nabuhay ka sa mundo and you didn't feel that miserable naman, walang sense to make angas about this. You can't please everybody, at siguro nga'y huli nang itanim ang konsepto ng "community" sa utak ng mga tao, even if they profess it. Laos na daw kasi ang "Bayanihan" dahil ang mga bayani, namamatay! Hay naku! Ewan!

End ng Self-Talk ko.

Hindi ko maintindihan ang sinulat ko. Sabi ko na e, 'pag angas talaga, walang kinapupuntahan.

Back to work! Chow!

Ang bagong "Boy" sa buhay ko!

Makikipagbreak na ako kay Hyun Joong kasi mas gusto ko na 'yung friend niya, Si Choi Seung Hyun aka T.O.P. Hehehe



Nahihimatay ako sa smirk niya, as in, at sa mata niyang, ahmmm, koreano! hahahaha! Alam ko bakit ko siya gusto pero di ko sasabihin dito. Hulaan n'yo na lang! Haha! At dahil super like ko siya now, here's "Lollipop" for you guys! Hihihi





Hihihihi

Buknoy and Me

Break from proposal writing... almost on the brink of nervous breakdown, hahahaha! Halata naman sa pics e! Echoz!

Diet = Die + t

Kainis ha.

Namamarian ako kaninang gabi sa Watsons ng mga anik-anik ko, when suddenly this Thai saleslady approached me. She was speaking in Thai of course, I said "Sorry, I don't understand." Then she started speaking in English... you know what she said? Eto ang bonggang-bongga niyang sinabi:

"This product is for slimming..."

Nagpanting ang tenga ko 'ne, pero ngiti lang ang lola mo sabay sabi, "No, thank you," sabay alis.

Grabe, ouch 'yun ha! Grabe naman 'tong mga Thai na 'to. Por que't slim sila! If I know, hindi sila kumakain! Hahaha, bitter? Haha! Ganun na ba ako kataba?

*mahabang pause*

*mahabang pause ulit*

Hahaha! Sige na nga, magdiet na nga ulit at mag-exercise! Kainis naman! Di na nga ako kumakain e... (echoz!)

Azar talaga! Hehe

July air + Joni Mitchell = Pre-bday syndrome

“Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud.
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds,
I’ve looked at life that way…”

The past 28 years was like a melodramatic script in an experimental indie production struggling for recognition. Haha! Struggling, like everyone else, to be of use, live with purpose, so that when the end comes, I can at least say I have my happy ending. But how would one say “I have lived my life…”?

Read more at Dusty Typewriter

One Fine Day

Sumikat ang araw sa monsoon country, nakapaglakad-lakad tuloy! Hehe

Na-A(H1N1) si Buknoy, at iba pang Kabalbalan

Ang taas na ng stress level ko dahil proposal, nadagdagan pa ng nagloloko kong laptop... hayyy...

Isang linggo na siyang wala sa katinuan at kahit nagreformat na ako, ganun pa rin siya. Mamaya, pupunta na naman ako sa technician. Nakakapagod ha. At naiinis na akong i-anticipate kung anong mangyayari sa laptop ko. Haaayy...

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Sabi dun sa advisory ng campus, mag-ingat daw kasi may mga A(H1N1)-like cases daw dito. Oh my... Ayoko ng ganun...

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July na. Kamusta naman ang mahiwaga kong proposal? Ayun, mahiwaga pa rin. Hahaha... Kumplikado ang mga bagay-bagay. Kailangan ko na lang tapusin para matapos na. Nakakaloka na ito. Bahala na si Batman...

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I'm into Korean-pop lately, and I am totally amazed with the fact na opening act ang Wonder Girls sa Jonas Brothers US Tour. Hahaha... According to my sources, ni-ask daw ang WG na sila ang maging opening act sa buong US Tour ng Jonas Bro. Hehe... At si Sandara, haha, ayunn, umieksena sa K-Pop as member ng group na 2NE1... Wala lang.


At siyempre, si Hyunjoong ko, ayun, nasa HK ngayon and he's looking good, nakarecover na yata sa kapaguran niya from Boys Over Flowers. Hehehe...

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Since my lappy isn't in its perfect condition, I had to ask a friend to lend me his extra lappy... and his external HD so I can save my files from my lappy before it was reformatted. Gosh, buti na lang. Hahaha... I was hoping he would lend me his macbook but I think it was too much... hihihi...

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I need to go library-hopping because the collection in our library isn't that good especially when it comes to sociological stuff. Namiss ko tuloy ang UP Main Lib, kahit ganun yun! At least they have a copy of Benedict Anderson's "Imagined Communities" which I badly need for my thesis proposal. I have a copy nun pero naiwan ko sa Pinas. Hay...

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Almost 5am na, i better sleep na. Hahaha. Need to go to the IT center pa later. Damn, Hindi ko magets bakit ganito ako magsalita/ magsulat at bakit wa-wents lahat ng sinulat ko ditrakels. Sensya na, parang utot lang daw kasi yan -- kung hindi ilalabas, nakakamatay! kaya go sa pag-utot!

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Pooooot! Hehehe

Chow!